Currently Listening Master & Servant By Depeche Mode see related

- Master and Servant (my strip song, according to the new skank bitch!)

All Tied Up...

     Ever since I was a kid I've placed restrictions on myself. When I wanted to see pg-13 movies I just told myself "NO" because I didn't think my parents would let me. As a result, I never took the time to ask. I've always thought that my parents had certain rules and regulations that I had to abide by. I never told them about boys, or asked to go out on dates. I had this impression that it was bad. That my dad wouldn't like it if I dated boys, or had intrest in them... I wanted to keep the peace.

     I think that these reservations of mine have led to certain issues today that I am having to deal with. I would love to be able to share the romantic asapect of my life. I would love to talk to Aileen about how great it feels to love someone and see a future in something. But because I'm so afraid that they'd disapprove, I've held back- I've been living a double life. Part of my reservations that I feel about my current relationship are completely based on my own complications, rather than a problem with the relationship itself. I want openness... but I can't break out of this shell that i put myself into. Gosh... it hurts to love someone so much and have to hide it.

so.. moving on...

A Skank of My Own!

     I've got a new memeber of my Skank Army and her name is Sha-na-na-na! I think that everyone should give her a warm welcome. Keep your thinking cap on for her new skank army name!!!

I think that that's it. I feel like there's more, but I don't know how to put it... so I guess I'll save it for another day! With that said, there's only one thing left to say.......

- LaTeR sKaNkS!! <3

Currently Listening Hotel California By Eagles see related

- Life in the Fast Lane

Ya know some people are so arrogant....

      I absolutely love talk radio. So at the moment, I'm listening to the "John and Jeff" show on 97.1 fm.  They're talking about the food service industry and they keep coming up with all these completely wrong statements. Things like the rags we use to wipe down the tables and seats are germ filled and used all day and nasty. NOT true. They're soaked in a sanitizing liquid (that's what's in the buckets we keep them in) and the buckets are changed ever 1/2 hr to 1 hr and the towels themselves are switched out 2/3 times a day. Ignorant Whores.

And others are just plain old whores...    

     My Bio teacher sucks. She requires that all of her students take notes during lecture, which is fine. I whole heartedly agree that people should take notes. However, I also think that you should be able to take the type of notes that best benefit your learning styles. Hum.. how interesting! This same whore assigned last week that we were to go to a certain site (www.studygs.com) and learn about our learning styles and how to utilize them to get better grades, etc. So... to my point. I am a very visual person. I need to take my notes in my handwriting in my own order and this process of creating my notes helps me create a mental image of my notes in my head and I can remember the information better. But she is requiring us to fill out these empty shells of the outline of the chapters and turn them in for credit. I went and asked her if I could photocopy my notes and turn those it and I explained my situation. That whore said no. How can she encourage us to study and such in a manner than compliments our learning styles, but not back that up by allowing me to act upon that?! BITCH.

Currently Listening Perennial Favorites [ENHANCED CD] By Squirrel Nut Zippers see related

- Trou Macacq

     hum.. so this last week has been quite event filled. CLASS officially began. I thought that maybe because this semester i'm in like real college classes that there would be alot of people my age in class... but no. Okay, so maybe the ratio of old people to young people is different, but there were still a suprising amout of older people in my ge classes. And that would be cool if they were all knowledgable, but like this one guy in bio asked my professor if she was saying that basically everyone is made up of light. (she was really explaining how energy transfers between living organisms) Or the guy in my math class who argued with my teacher that 5(4x) should be compleated as 5 + 4x. None the less... class is pretty good. I like doing something other than work or sleep. And get this, for one i'm actually doing my homework ahead of time.. who'd of thought?! haha.

     Monday, hung out with the babe. Slept and watched fun history channel shows in the afternoon. Ate at Taco Lita and went home. Tuesday, first day of class. Wednessday, worked in the morning and then hung out with the KV at night. Dark Water. Thursday, school. Slept in the Library. Random acts of kindness. Friday, sleep in. Laundry. Work; Payday! Went out with the babe after work. Saturday, shopped w/ the mom. Cinnabuns. Kickoff at Hastings. Breaker. Broncos Win!!!! and an evening at Hastings.

     I felt like I was going to freaking die during the game. I was serving and trying to watch at the same time.. it was so freaking stressful! All the baristas were harrassing me.. whores... by the middle of the second quarter i was worried... 0-3...?? wtf?! but then after some amazing D-Fence and some awsome runs and some incredible sexiness from the lumberjack that is Jake.. their fate was sealed after they intercepted Brady's hail mary in the fourth quarter with the score 27-6 (or thereabouts). hell fucking ya bitches! AFC Championship Game... Here we come!! Next stop - the superbowl

by the way. i'm a pirate.

      So ExCiTeD! I got my first textbook from half.com today! I know this seems so lame but it's true... I can't wait for this semester to start. It feels go to be getting back into the regular courses like english, math, science and of course... CHILD DEVELOPMENT. gosh I'm such a nerd.

     So I'm watching this show on the Discovery channel about young female figure skaters and one of the girls featured said that she thinks that she's different thank most girls her age and that she see them going off to college and getting jobs and that their lives must be so boring and that she thinks they have no goals or ambitions. how friggin pompous is that?! stupid bitch.